Haven't written here in ages.  Been consulting the cards a lot.  I keep Druidcraft and Deviant Moon at my desk.  Baby Thoth at my nightstand, and Hanson-Roberts on my person.  Osho Zen resides nearby, for when I'm high and really wanna learn some stuff.  I've gotten some really brilliant guidance, simply by clearing my brain, and pulling cards.  I write them down. I read them both high and not.


Feels like I'm reading for others every day, almost, and I love it.  Luiz has gotten really good.  Lately I've had a spate of questions that I'm too close to answer.

Here was a good one.  I had such an amazing day today, so good, it made me ask "What am I doing right?"  He pulled from his Thoth the Five of Cups...  Disappointment.  I needed him to sort that out at first.  He was like "You stopped letting disappointing things rule your life."  I'm not deferring or submitting to someone that's spiritually inferior.  I'm aggressively and actively following my True Will.  I've become a lot more assertive in the past few years.  I've stopped disappointing myself, too.  The cups are balanced and clear.  The rest falls away.  Egos are destroyed.

I mean, just look at that. It's almost  hard to view.  Crowley/Harris certainly didn't pull any punches. I was there for a long time, but I can say for sure that the cups are clear and up out of that shitty emotional tidewater.